thats something i'll never admit .

Has it hit you yet that Chinese New Year is just 2 days away? it hasn't really registered in my head yet. i mean,sure, we've all been saying oh my god, 2 more days 2 more days, but i dont think it hit me this morning yet. The thing about cny is the fact that everyone's house will have a non-stop supply of food is still the best part. oh wait, those red packets filled with something that everyone wants, cash. 

i have been eating madarin oranges like a mad cow and every minute i'm in the house, i'm eating. it's okay, Chinese new year is only one week. which also reminds me, Valentines day. mm, touchy subject. y'know, i've never actually ever looked forward to V day. it's just a day where everyone gets lovey dovey things from someone. i know, i sound jealous. *makes face* 

this is a hardcore fact, i have a problem crossing busy streets. for instance, the stupid road at the mosque is always filled with cars that stops for no one. i actually sweat everytime i cross that road(when i have to that is) i'm not a coward, its just a phobia okay ! and i swear to god, i thought i saw my mum's car today and she was actually starring out the car and she saw me. maybe it wasn't her. and even though i skipped Taekwondo today, i had a pretty decent workout. i walked from school to my house after school today and actually walked all the way back to school because my dad was at home. and after that, i sat around the library and watched people debate about how prostitution should be legal / illegal. it was really kind of interesting to see people talk in weird ways. okay, maybe it's just those few people. haha. and then i walked all the way home again. 

 oh, and i had a butt cramp this morning during assembly. Ezyan and Fatin laughed at me cause they didn't know how painful it was. karma'll get you two back! (yeah right)

the dreams i've been having these few days were totally whacked. for instance, i actually dreamt that my mum was gonna become a monk and my dad was shaving her hair off for her. i know it sounds so ridiculous, because ezyan laughed so loud when i told her -__- HAHA. 

I have tuition tomorrow and , the next saturday, i have a 3 hour maths marathon. haha, tuition la. 

Okay, i need to sign off now because this friend of mine would kill me if he knew i was online for so long . but hey, i studied history just now okay! :) i'm going i'm goingggg. 

oh god, its finally raining heavily . THANKYOU!

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its a quarter past 1

i'm alone and i need you now .

(Y) 

i saw them on ebuzz and turns out they're good. i'm in love with their song "Need You Now" :') 

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current ,

obsession . <3 

i actually downloaded most of his orginal songs from youtube into my laptop. :')

how was your weekend ?

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change ,

Cameroid (Y) 

Believe it or not , i was actually planning to go to school today. planning to. but i decided not to in the end cause i didn't wanna wake up at 6.30 on a weekend. one more week til CNY and i haven't found the time to go and shop for my new year clothes. yet. i so can't wait til my dad gets back from Taiping. he will be bringing something back for me. heh (:

i lazed around as usual today and went for tuition in the evening before going for dinner with my parents. 

first term. studystudystudy. 

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playing mind games ,

greetings dirtbags ,
i had the mood to blog today , but i think it's gone missing somewhere . but i didn't want to neglect my blog so i've decided to just sign in and type some nonsense. haha. school was awful today . not that there's any difference from any other day. maybe it's cause it's a friday and we still have to go back to school tmr, plus the fact that we're gonna use back the same time table for tmr . not like many people'd show up anyway.

and on top of that , i have tuition tomorrow evening

                                          you know , even if it tears me apart ,

                                  i still love you and i dont know why. 

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almost lovers ,

i put up a new cbox which i dont even know how to use . 

school was alright , i have an arts project , BM project , English project & talk show and tons of tuition homework. 

ugh .

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